"...you make me want to be a better man..." is it so, my dearest? so, why don´t you try to be one and honour the Truth Pact you´re supposed to?...are you afraid or have orders not to?...did Mummys´ coward boys and girls want you not to?
...or are you blind or brainless?...
...do you know something? you once made me want to feel beautiful outside (I know- everyone tells me that I am, but I always truly felt that this body is merely matter not Essence and will be gone just like that (pufff! :)...
...but do you know what? I was blessed with What you´ll never be able to bear inside of you... that kind of Inner Purity that you won´t ever be able to feel or understand perhaps because you deal everyday with human trash and truly you let it stain you...that´s the main point- not letting it stain your soul, otherwise you´ll be like them...
...tuff, isn´t it? I know...this kind of ability is the main reason for all my let´s not say suffering but karma (I am not complaining, do please understand me- I thank Dearest God for it because it always made me a better person and I can feel I am almost There...
...I am so proud I have always given my life for others like Jesus Taught me, most of all by Forgiveness (One of the Strongest Energy within all the Universe... :)...that was and that is my duty! I simply cannot run away from it otherwise I would deny what I am and the reason I am here for as well as my Grandmother´s Matrix, a truly Saint Woman Who Gave me so much LOVE...I am so truly grateful!
...am I scared? no, my path is clean (it always was, has been and always will be, no matter what... that´s why I am able to see through you all without you all being able to see through me however eager and trained you may be (your little eyes circling around like Truman Show´s little cameras or perhaps like little Big Brother´s mobile phones (He is also updated :))...sometimes I respect some of your members (they´re just just trying to do their jobs and for one good reason...:) on it comes to others I truly feel that some of them want to reflect on me what they have inside of themselves and it´s scary!...that´s a real shame for people who are obliged to defend and respect Truth and Life Itself...
...For me Life Is a True Blessing that´s why I dont´have a drop of others´ blood within my chosen path only some gallons of mine but that is a mere detail (isn´t it ironic? :)...it´s merely the just price I have to pay for being this kind of twilight freak and nerd...and only others´ blood stains pure water...
...I never was, I am not and I will not be afraid of you...
...what´s to be skeared of? why should I? my consciousness is seen by the Holy One´s Omnividence...you´re just a human being...
...you´re so transparent and that´s what scares me the most- seeing through you so easily...I get so tired because that truly hurts however not because of me...well, to be completely honest there was a time when it deeply hurt me, but now I am so used to it...!
...let´s finish this once and for all with Honour, Dignity, Justice and Fairness-aren´t these Principles the ones you´ve swore to defend and those explicitely written on your books?...be a Man or should I say be Men?...
...oh, God! I did it again!...
...this test is so important for me, so come along my friends, let´s talk about Truth not trash...what´s a bird without wings?...
...needless to say this will be a question of Honour...
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